Poor Jacob

So, I recently started reading the Twilight series. A week ago, to be exact. It's my goal to finish Eclipse before Breaking Dawn is released Friday. I'm doing pretty good--a third of the way through, with three days left! Right now, I'm at the part (spoiler alert!) where Bella returns to the Cullen's house after Jacob kidnaps/rescues her. This book is driving me crazy!

How can everyone be so thrilled to see Bella with Edward? He's nothing but a clingy, demanding jerkface! There's nothing keeping them together but lust and greed! UGH! I generally take a vampire's side no matter what, but I can't just stand by while Bella abandons her best friend (who happens to be an attractive werewolf) for this dweeb!

"I'll never see anyone else, Bella. I only see you. Even when I close my eyes and try to see something else."-Jacob Black

He's so adorable! I'm sorry, but Edward's "nobility" isn't a major turn on for me. Leaving her to save her seems quite retarded. I suppose I'm supposed to *awe* at his selflessness, but grow a spine! And when he tries to kill himself because he can't imagine living in a world without her... again, BLEH! It could be romantic, i guess, had he not abandoned her for the last half a year prior to her supposed death. But that Romeo & Juliet crap, killing yourself because your boyfriend's gone, just kind of irritates me. What a sissy! At least Jacob is FUN!

Oh well, maybe I'll change my mind and learn to love Edward again... He does have some pretty nice cars. Plus, Alice is pretty amazing! I named my lost kitty after her >.< We'll see.